I dont know what exactly i’m feeling. It’s all mixed up. One is the guilt for something I did not offer to do (but nonetheless I redeemed myself by doing other things {and seriously at least i had the heart to do things not told to be done}, SO WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL GUILTY??) I’m definitely not the worst. Second, Iovesick. Yeah. I don’t want a virtual hug. I want it real. Lovesick. Yeah.